But lately there have been big life changing events for loved ones. At times it's frightening but when I pause and re-center myself, I am reminded that the universe has bigger plans.
Even a tiny insect causes me to pause now and wonder as to it's purpose in this world. Everything works together in tiny microsystems and at times I forget how important these beings are. Right now I am pumping Morphine into my friend while she sleeps. She just had emergency surgery last night but she will be fine. This I feel deep in my soul. My cousin however had to make a heart retching decision yesterday that I just don't know how or where to hold. She had to make the decision to take her husband off of life support system after only 48 hours of finding out he was sick. No time to deal.... or talk..... or dream..... or think before you lose your life's best friend. I'm am so sad for her incredible loss.
"Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace, and gratitude."-Denis Waitley
I was thinking: "It's not fair that Jeanette has had to deal with so many medical crises in the last year or two."
ReplyDeleteThen I realized: If you didn't have such a large loving circle of family and friends, you wouldn't have to worry about anything (or anybody.) And how much poorer your life would be for that.
Hang in there.