This morning I got up early and drove to Tomales for my painting class with Jeanette Le Grue. I hesitated about going because lately I have been in a painting slump.....of sorts.
But I pushed myself out of the door while the sun was still asleep and the moon was out.
The beauty of the pink sky just before dawn almost made me drive off the road! Then came the orange sun that turned the golden hills a lovely shade of copper.
I was nervous. Anxious.
Would I ever be able to paint again?????
I made a deal with myself. I won't drink too much caffeine on the drive there so I won't get too high strung in class and I can focus on painting.
I can do this.
|Jeanette Le Grue's home & gallery|
I'll be calm and just absorb all of this wonderful knowledge that is being shown to me. Jeanette is an incredibly gifted teacher and sweet as can be.
The day was frosty and beautiful. The little yellow school buses were just returning from their morning drive when I pulled up in front of the studio.
|The old water tower now used as a workshop and guest house|
After Jeanette's demo we began to set up our easels and painting supplies. During class I heard several other painters letting out deep sighs as they tried to tackle today's project. One painter was ready to give up painting for life because it just wasn't coming to her "fast enough"!
Why then did this please me?
My guess is that I just needed to know that I was not alone, wallowing in my pity party.
I perked up instantly.
My painting began to improve immediately.
I was even humming (in my head).
After class I was so thrilled with the painting.....and with myself.....well, just because!
I drove to Dillon beach afterwards to take a long walk along the water.
It was warm and there were lot's of people on the beach as well as surfers enjoying the waves.
On the ride home I drove through the countryside and what do you think I saw on Friday the Thirteenth?
A Highland Cow?
Gracie - Jeanette's guardian in the studio?
YES....there is a camel in the Tomales countryside!
Enjoy your Saturday and I hope you find lot's of little treasures in this wonderful,
funny world we live in!!
Today I have two quotes for you because.....well..... because today I just "stayed" with my insecurities and fear. They didn't gobble me up.
“A further sign of health is that we don't become undone by fear and trembling, but we take it as a message that it's time to stop struggling and look directly at what's threatening us. ” - Pema Chodron
“Surfing expresses ... a pure yearning for visceral, physical contact with the natural world.” -- Matt Warshaw, Maverick's: The Story of Big-Wave Surfing